i totally get what you’re saying, but i don’t think that’s almost as bad as losing ryan haha. no offense to anyone because i love all of you, but i would give up everything - my blog, all of this - to have ryan back…

but since that can’t happen, i don’t like that the fandom’s out of touch either. i miss everyone :(

He’s just so damn adorable…

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COMMENT FROM JS: YAY SUBMISSIONS! THANK YOU

we all do! AND THANK YOU FOR SUBMITTING THIS BLOG IS DYING (OR IS DEAD WTF WHO AM I KIDDING) AND IT MAKES ME SAD

i totally agree! that’d be such a lovely idea. let’s get that moving!

LMAO nope. that is a good tumblr though!

I know i’ve never met him but it hurts so much to know that Ryan’s gone :;(

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comment from js: THANK YOU FOR SUBMITTING THIS but really, i know how you feel. i really do. it hits me sometimes, and it’s just… almost impossible. idk. i can’t find the words. i haven’t been able to for the last five months, so i’m sure i won’t be able to any time soon

I know that everyone is hurting because of the loss of Dunn but I’m so sick of everyone saying how worried they are that Bam is gonna kill himself or something. I mean I was really worried about him when it first happened not because I thought he would kill himself but simply because I can’t imagine going through something like that and not going a little crazy. I think that there is no reason for so many people to think that Bam is going to die, he’s a grown man and he is dealing with it in his own way. Now does his own way worry me yes but I also know that he has to do what he has to do and he has a lot of people that he can turn to for help, we have seen that and I just think that it is unnecessary to treat Bam as if he is on the cusp of death every second. I know that it hurts me every day and I didn’t even know Ryan personally so I don’t blame Bam for trying to push the pain away but we also can’t want him to wallow in his grief forever. I hope that what Joe DeVito was saying on twitter is true and that they are going to make a cKy 5 in memory of Dunn. I want the old crew to get back together and remember their friend and why they were friends once upon a time. It makes me sad though that it is something like Dunn’s death that would bring them back together. I don’t even remember where I was going with this but yeah there you go that’s my secret.

Dedication by Asking Alexandria, I can’t listen to it without thinking of Dunn.

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comment from js: pardon typos, writing through tears. i’ve never listened to this song or even heard of this band, but i’m going to download it immediately. oh my god. (thank you for the picture secret too)

It’s just something about him. I just adore him! He has such an awesome personality and I don’t care what anyone says he so great looing! Especially now that he’s sober! I’m so proud of him!!! I love how much he cares about others, it would make my life to meet him. <333 He’s just so amazingg. (: I also really like Wee Man & Knoxville. :)

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comment from js: he really does care about others, it’s so beautiful. WEE MAN! that’s different, i love that! nobody loves wee man on here, that’s so refreshing hahaha